Star Dusting

La Luna

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaibXFC-KhI

 A friend....who is a great woman of faith...gave me a book to read called Uninvited.  I read some of it today and loved the prayer at the end of the second chapter, so I wanted to share that with you....I have this feeling that God is going to use this book to have a personal conversation with me.

"My whole life I've searched for a love to satisfy the deepest longings within me to be known, treasured, and wholly accepted.  When you created me, Lord, Your very first thought of me made your heart explode with a love that set You in pursuit of me.  Your love for me was so great that You, the God of the whole universe, went on a personal quest to woo me, adore me, and finally grab hold of me with the whisper, "I'll never let you go." 

Lord, I release my grip on all things I was holding on to, preventing me from returning Your passionate embrace.  I want nothing to hold me but You.  So, with breathless wonder, I give you all my faith, all my hope, all my love.

I picture myself carrying the old, torn-out boards that inadequately propped me up and placing them in a pile.  This pile contains other things I can remove from me now that my new intimacy-based identity is established.

I lay down my need to understand why things happen the way they do.

I lay down my fears about others walking away and taking their love with them.

I lay down my desire to prove my worth.

I lay down my resistance to fully trust Your thoughts, Your ways, and Your plans, Lord.

I lay down being so self-consumed in an attempt to protect myself.

I lay down my anger, unforgiveness, and stubborn ways that beg me to build walls when I sense hints of rejection.

I lay all these things down with my broken boards and ask that your holy fire consume them until they become weightless ashes.

And as I walk away, my soul feels safe.  Held.  And truly free to finally be me."

~from Uninvited, by Lysa TerKeurst~